Just googled "broken man", and the urban dictionary definition is as follows:
broken man - 1 definition - (n.) someone who has fallen from grace. Living in poverty with a soiled reputation.
Many thanks for all your comment - I will respond soon. For now, I am hiding....
The Broken Man
Tuesday, 31 March 2009
Tuesday, 24 March 2009
Bankrupt
As of 10.30am, I am officially bankrupt. It's been coming for a long time really, and it means things are at least getting sorted. Huge layoffs are happening at work, and I may also be made redundant. The job market in the UK, as in the rest of the world currently, is problematic, but there is food on the table and baby Grace is smiling. My studies are slipping, motivation dwindling, but I'm still here, even if somewhat irregularly,
Yours, as broken as ever,
The Broken Man
Yours, as broken as ever,
The Broken Man
Wednesday, 11 March 2009
Its been a while..
Thank you for all the good wishes and comments i have recived. I am trying to at least twitter once in a while should appear to the left of my posts..hopefully.
Things are messy in honesty folks. I have a meeting at 3pm today looking at my future with my company. Massive job cuts are being made and I am not hopefull that i will retain my job.
Work is very hard, and i am slipping behind in my studies. I seem to be getting up earlier each day and getting home from work later. I feel constantly as if i am about to break down into tears.
I heard from an old friend the other day, someone from way back when who told me that my first wife is now pregnant with her second child - with the man she left me for. I would not change things for the world - I would not wish for a moment to be back in that relationship - and I am very blessed to be with the long suffering wife who now tollerates me. Yet it still hurts, i cant define why - i should just be pleased that she is doing well in her life - but i find it difficult.
Baby Grace is doing fantasticly. On saturday and sunday mornings i get to spend some of that goldern time with her when she is smiley and happy and the world suddenly feels okay. The weekends vanish in a hase though - boxes still not fully unpacked - calls from banks and credit cards at least daily.
I am as ever broken, but i have not lost hope, have not lost faith, have not stopped holding onto God for dear life - I am however deep in the water - and as the saying goes - not waving - drowning
Yours as ever,
The Broken Man
Things are messy in honesty folks. I have a meeting at 3pm today looking at my future with my company. Massive job cuts are being made and I am not hopefull that i will retain my job.
Work is very hard, and i am slipping behind in my studies. I seem to be getting up earlier each day and getting home from work later. I feel constantly as if i am about to break down into tears.
I heard from an old friend the other day, someone from way back when who told me that my first wife is now pregnant with her second child - with the man she left me for. I would not change things for the world - I would not wish for a moment to be back in that relationship - and I am very blessed to be with the long suffering wife who now tollerates me. Yet it still hurts, i cant define why - i should just be pleased that she is doing well in her life - but i find it difficult.
Baby Grace is doing fantasticly. On saturday and sunday mornings i get to spend some of that goldern time with her when she is smiley and happy and the world suddenly feels okay. The weekends vanish in a hase though - boxes still not fully unpacked - calls from banks and credit cards at least daily.
I am as ever broken, but i have not lost hope, have not lost faith, have not stopped holding onto God for dear life - I am however deep in the water - and as the saying goes - not waving - drowning
Yours as ever,
The Broken Man
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